8 days to go.
3 left in work!
If you said to me this time last year that I only had one week left to go I think I would have exploded with excitment. But right now I really don't know what I'm feeling. Well I know I'm definitely happy. And I know that I'm definitely looking forward to the next year... but I don't know where the excitement is.
I think it's because I've been planning this for so long I might have used up all my excitement. I was excited when Brian and I decided we would start saving and planning for this trip. And I was unbelievably excited the day we booked our flights! As was I the day I bought my backpack. And my shoes. And all the other things we organised and booked and did over the past few months, but now it just feels surreal. Like I've been planning a fake holiday that I'll never be going on!
It's a bit strange alright.
And, yes, it is only 8 days away!
Why doesn't it feel like there's something major about to happen in my life?
I'm guessing this surreal feeling is at least going to last until I don't have to get up next Monday at 6:40 am for work... but it might last till I'm waking up early for my first flight on the 22nd.
Guess it's just not sinking in.
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